It all started two weeks ago when I was consistently having anxiety attacks due to pressure from work and other concerns in life. I lost my joy. I lost my peace. And I felt like literally drowning. The feeling was so horrible I don't even want to feel that way again ever! Last Thursday, when I went to our weekly prayer and worship night at church, I was rejuvenated. Thank God I attended. The corporate prayer, the miracle testimony of a couple in our congregation, the songs of praise and worship to God lifted my wearied spirit.
I went about my work again the following day. I still had the same concerns, nothing really changed, but my outlook was very different this time. Let's just put it this way... I'm on fire for God... Really trusting Him and holding on to His hand... and I'm not about to let go.
Something strange happened though. But I will write about it probably in my next post.
Dad is fine, but a bit weak, because of his radiation therapy. He's trying his best though to stay strong by eating the right food and taking his meds on time. Mom, on the other hand, was rushed to the ER yesterday because she had difficulty breathing. Her lungs were congested. She was given meds and had her dialysis this morning. Mom is okay now. Please continue to pray for my parents. I'm grateful that they are okay today. That, in itself, is a blessing and I'm grateful.
Anyway, today was a great day. Went to watch my most awaited movie of the year, Breaking Dawn - Part 1 with my dear friend, Melo. The movie hadn't even started yet and my popcorn was almost gone. I gulped down my Coke so fast that I had to go to the john just when the engrossing scenes were about to be shown. Argh!!! Talk about rotten timing!
I'm a self-confessed Twilight junkie. I didn't expect to like the film so much, but I do.
Anyhow, I feel so great tonight that I'm in total bliss. I love this feeling and hope everyday will be like today, if not better. And I have God to thank for making me a sunshine girl today.
