Taking A Big Step

I am saying goodbye to my job on the 23rd. It has been five years that I've been with the company. So much has happened, both good and challenging, which made me who I am today. Jec and I prayed and discussed things through and finally decided that I concentrate on the business we just started recently. Although it made me feel bad leaving behind some friends and the work that I've been so used to, this move is definitely for our advancement. Yeah, bittersweet, you can call it that. It's a big step I'm taking and we're going out of our comfort zone, trusting God for His blessings and provisions. We've received help from people we haven't met in person and we're determined to make this work so we could help others, in return, as well. God has blessed us in so many ways and we'd like to bless others too.

Another sad side of this story is, since I need to focus first on our newly opened business, my blogging will have to take a backseat for a while. That means I won't be able to go visit your sites as well... so sad. I really need to do this and I hope you'd understand. I'll sure miss all of you. I hope to see you again when I come back.

God bless y'all. You'll be in my prayers. Till next time... c",)

God Will Take Care Of Us

As I sit on my desk this very moment, there's so many things going on in my mind. There's so many decisions that I have to make and so many things that I need to consider. Early this morning, I called up Jec to see how he was. He seem okay at first but I sensed that he's trying not to sound like he's been crying. His voice began to crack though, undeniably, when he started telling me how much he misses me and how much he misses taking care of me. I told him not to worry because God will take care of us. At that point in time, I needed to be strong for him. There were times, though, when I was the one who'd feel so down and hopeless and he'd tell me the same thing -- "Babe, don't worry, God will take care of us."

My best friend, Jen, would always tell me how blessed I am to have someone like Jec for a husband. She would even jestingly ask if Jec has a twin brother because she'd love to marry his twin. I've realized how blessed I am from the moment we got married, I never stopped thanking God for giving him to me as my lifetime partner. Surely, God gives you the best when you are willing to wait. I know Jec reads my blog from time to time and I'd like to send this message across.

"Babe, we may be going through rough roads sometimes but we do see God's
goodness in our lives. He opens a window for us to peak and allows us see
what's on the other side of the fence, so our hope will be renewed. I know that we miss each other terribly but as you always say, God will take care of us
and I believe He will. Whenever you feel down and lonely, just
remember that I love you very much and I miss you. I'm always praying for
you. Take care of yourself and I'll see you soon. God bless."