Had my check up last Friday. Blood test results were not good. I was disappointed, of course, but I had to remind myself of what God and I talked about before I came out of the hospital two years ago.
I did not hit my target last month and I was disappointed again, but this season is a whole new ball game for me. I'm given another chance to try again.
When bad things happen, it's just like a sack of fertilizer being poured out on me. It may smell and look nasty now, but look at what it can do to a plant after a few months. I'm being prepared for something great, that's for sure!
No matter how screwed up one's life is in the past, no matter how many times you screw up, God's faithfulness is constant. It never changes. It never depended on US, never did.
I know God listens to me when I pray because when I ask for parking in spite of a "full parking" signage up, a slot gets freed up just in time. If He bothers to hear me pray for the simplest thing like a parking slot, I'm sure He hears my other requests which are far more important than that.
When I know I didn't do anything wrong, even if somebody accuses me of something I did't do, I can sleep peacefully at night like a baby.
I can tell God anything, things I wouldn't even share with anyone.
My time is coming soon. I will shine bright like a diamond!